Zachary James Carroll

Zachary James Carroll

July 09, 1991 - April 27, 2020
Newport Beach CA

Zachary James Carroll

July 09, 1991 - April 27, 2020
Newport Beach CA

Obituary

Zak James Carroll

Zak was a beacon of light, radiating warmth and love to all who met him. Constantly encouraging friends and family to be a better version of themselves no matter what circumstances, Zak’s vibrant personality far surpassed the inner demons only he knew intimately. With an impish sense of humor and a wry smile, Zak loved to entertain. Those lucky enough to be around him loved to watch him excel at dance, music, karaoke, and his limitless cascade of snidely funny – but never offensive – remarks. Zak was a truly captivating personality. Indeed, his personal fashion statements were as well, encompassing countless pairs of sneakers and footwear to set off his ripped jeans, t-shirts, baseball caps, and hoodies all elevated in a way only Zak could pull off. A natural athlete and a scratch golfer, Zak moved effortlessly and oh, so cooly.

Zak was devoted to his friends; even as he struggled he made sure to always provide a cushion for them to land on and remember him by. The heartfelt outpouring of love and personal recollections of so many, from his childhood to his last days, demonstrate his selfless humanity. The ability to look all in the eye, listen with genuine interest, and make them know he cared was Zak’s own special forte. There was so little Zak did not excel at; tragically, there was only one thing he was unable to master: his addiction, which he battled for years. Zak, who provided incredibly beautiful sentiments of inspiration to so many in need, was unable to find them within himself.

Perhaps above all, Zak loved his family. Over family holidays, with his adoring cousins, and later his devoted little sister in tow, Zak would lead the pack as the fair-hair, golden child, erupting everyone into cackles and howls of laughter. This contagion so often and easily spread to his aunts, uncles, grandparents, and parents – culminating in so many outlandishly fun and hilarious late night fests. At home with his parents and sisters, smiles, laughter, and boundless love within every tiny memory propels everyone forward, as we mourn this unimaginable loss. Certainly, Zak would want that for all of us who knew him, and by definition, therefore, miss him dearly.

We love you Zak, our beautiful boy –

Jill, Fernando and Eevie Perez
Tom, Liz and Abby Carroll

In lieu of flowers, donations may be made in Zak’s name to The Herren Project:
www.herrenproject.org/donate

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40 responses to Zachary James Carroll

  1. Jill Perez says:

    Its a scourge- this opiate problem….I don’t know how I’m going to be able to live with this pain…I know I will…I just don’t know how without you. It’s the unimaginable. You were doing so well, so happy, a partner in a juice company and great position in the back office of a huge automotive group…drug free for the last 7months. You made a snap decision i guess and didn’t know your OxyContin was laced with deadly amounts of fentanyl….
    It’s still so surreal…you actually promised you wouldn’t do this to me..we attended too many funerals of friends who did this….I know it was a horrible momentary weakness- this oppressive pandemic and the vitriol. You were an empath my sweet son, and you took everything inside and internalized everyone’s pain including your own.

    The brightest candle burns out too soon. I love you Z. xoxo

  2. Joe Vann says:

    I have the fondest memories of playing golf with Zak and TC at Red Rock Country Club in Las Vegas. Zak went after the golf ball with gusto that matched his personality. I saw the wonderful qualities that his parents instilled in him which shined through on the golf course. May his memory be a blessing.

    With deepest condolences.

  3. “‘Now cracks a noble heart. Good night, sweet prince, and flights of angels sing thee to thy rest.”

    He was here a brief time, and you loved him well, and he knew it… he knew he was so loved., I pray in this time of sorrow that the knowledge of Zak feeling so loved by his family brings you some peace and comfort~

  4. “‘Now cracks a noble heart. Good night, sweet prince, And flights of angels sing thee to thy rest.”

    You loved him well, and he knew it. ,
    I pray in this time of sorrow you take comfort & peace in the knowledge knowing Zak felt your continuous love so deeply and he took that everlasting love with him to his sleep~

  5. Lisa Bracken says:

    Another angel entered heaven. May he rest and continue to fill the hearts of those who love him. ,

    1. I don’t even know what to say as the unimaginable has happened to you my friend. He will always be a shining star for you and everyone who knew him. I remember meeting him and thought…what a sweet, kind soul he was. His shy sweet self shined through. I know these words will not release your pain, but know his soul and love for you and his family will rest in your heart forever. May your heart and pain one day heal from this as his soul rests inside of you.

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