Are You an Introvert or an Extrovert?
I’ve grown up in a home with parents that are on the extreme ends of this spectrum. My dad is a wise, quiet, extremely intelligent man who can be talkative and expressive but prefers, or at least is more often reserved and happy to be alone. My mom is the opposite. The woman loves parties, people, always has stories to tell and can be heard laughing all the time. I love that about her, but I also love my dad’s peaceful and much more contemplative existence.
I had always thought I needed to be one or the other; I couldn’t be both and whichever one I was I needed to figure it out and then either be like my dad or like my mom. Problem: I am like them, I’m like both of them and therefore, unlike either one. I have individual tendencies that I ignored for a long time as I struggled to fit into a definition of myself that didn’t fit.
Growing up I believed that I was an extrovert and that I needed to be hanging out with friends ALL THE TIME. I continued in that philosophy in high school and early college but as I began to progress in my education I realized that I preferred the quiet sanctum of the library to the noisy social areas on campus. I’d rather be inside, snug and secure amongst some cherished books than outdoors with . . . people.
Talking to a friend I told him, “Well, when I’m at school or work I can be extroverted but when I get home I’m introverted”. He said, “Molly, that’s not how it works, you’re introverted all the time but you’re able to socialize and enjoy it – the difference is that people drain you rather than excite you, but you can still like talking to them” – in other words, being an introvert doesn’t mean I have to be stuck in a library all the time or that I should be an extremely socially awkward person. Thank goodness!
It’s taken me many years to come to the conclusion that I am an introvert; but I am learning that I am not my dad’s version of it. I am a blend of both my parents and while I lean much more strongly into the introverted spectrum I’ve realized that I’m allowed to feel like talking, socializing and going places – it doesn’t mean I’m being fake or insincere, it means I’m actually being more real, more ME than I’ve been before.
I see some of the differences this way,
What are you?
If you still have questions about introversion or would like to know more about how it is being discussed in the media today check out this video link: Susan Cain: The power of introverts. The book, Quiet: The Power of Introverts in a World that Can’t Stop Talking also by Susan Cain (yes, the speaker in the video link) is available at your local bookstores and ready for you to peruse. She has some absolutely fascinating information and statistics on introversion and extroversion and no matter where you fall in this spectrum, her information will help you to understand yourself and those around you in a deeper and more insightful way.
So, be honest with yourself, where do you fall in this spectrum?
Has accepting this been difficult of you?
How do you appease your introverted/extroverted needs?
33 Comments
Wow, Molly- this is awesome! I fall into the introvert category but like you, I can socialize easily & enjoy it. I very much enjoy hibernating & alone time but when I’m out with friends I have a great time. I also enjoy small talk & find it flows easily thru me. Great topic- thank you! Carrie
Thank you, Carrie! I love your use of the word “hibernating” – that is exactly how it feels some times – it’s not that I’m unsociable it’s that for my own well-being I need and want to hide away and rest. I’m so glad you enjoyed the read! Thanks for the feedback!
I am both a bit introvert and extrovert. I love alone time were I can concentrate on things that I want to do and get done at my leisure. Enjoying the company of friends is also important to me also. I love to find out what is going on in their lives and love to catch up on how their children are doing.
Sounds like you have some nice, deep relationships Marianne. I have just a few friends that I get together with but our time together is really valuable and we get to go really deep in how we’re doing. I like your balance, it sounds relaxing & truly good.
Thanks for sharing!
Great job, Molly! I am an introvert
Say it isn’t so!!!
Yay! We are in good company!
Molly – I love your blog! I am 50/50 split of both. I love being with people, yet I love being solo.
If you had to pick? Or are you a perfect/true ambivert? You probably are since only crazy people are ambiverts . . .
If I had to pick I would say I am an ambivert. I love being crazy it keeps me from going insane. Plus who want to be NORMAL? That is so boring………………… !
Molls
You challenge me on many levels, and this one has not disappointed. For the past six and a half years I’ve lived alone, something I thought I would never do. But life shows up and decisions are made, and you find that you can become different. Am I an extrovert or an introvert? Yep . . you betcha! I raised 4 kids in a house that was full of life and seldom quiet. Now my home is always quiet. This is what I have found to be true for me. I love being with my crazy family, my grandkids, my friends, and my colleagues. I love to be out, eating up life with abandon. But there are times right now, when quiet is the best thing ever. Watching the sunset, listening to some really great music, enjoying a glass of wine. What could be better? So I embrace what God has designed me to be . . . a little of both, with sugar on top!
Aunt Pat
I love this idea of having a season in each or times of life where we’re back & forth very fluidly. I worked in Junior High ministry for a while and it required so much energy but I didn’t even think about it because I was having so much fun & loved it so much. Now, even just thinking about driving out there makes me tired – we truly are equipped for these times & seasons and we are wise to embrace the changes rather than cling to ill-fitting limitations. Thank you for your great comment!